i shouldn't know you but i feel like it's useless getting to know you because i already do
we are sunshine and rainbows and that was right out of a movie.
in my heart before i ever knew you
the ends
i worked a lot and now i am not exhausted
you are hard to know but i'm glad i do and i dread the day you leave
or maybe i am hard to know
either way i am sad about it
verbs
leaving home just made me forget that i had a home and realize that home isn't in a house but it's in things and people and jokes and crying. i am back in my house for two days and i forgot that it's fun and i forgot i meant anything to you.
lately, everything is fabricated. everything.
i know
darling girl, sarcasm makes you sour and poisons your heart and your beautiful face will rot and fall off.
and lately this seems to be much more of a problem.
stronger & wild alligators
i love people and yes, life is good... but i am so emotionally unhappy with myself and with people around me. i've tried to be more open or be more honest with people (and by honest i do not mean i want to stop telling lies because it is only rarely that i lie) but i want people to know how i really feel. nobody does know because i can't do it. i don't know how and i am so scared and i feel isolated on my little island and there are lots of crocodiles or alligators in the water around me so i can't get to shore or i will die via reptile. there are so many wonderful people that may never know that they mean so much to me because i can't find the way to do it. there is no way i could matter as much to them or maybe they don't care.
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