charmed life

put it all on but you know we know you are just like us.

i wish people could just tell everything how it is or realize practicality trumps all your disillusionment and unreality.
i hate that you think i even care, or maybe i just hate how you will never realize the waves you create with everything you do. i can and i do take care of myself and i will not let you take the credit for that.
and it's always you; i promise i don't take for granted you who have been saving my life every single time, and i still don't know why you do.


but now maybe i'm not angry i just have taken a liking to lying in my bed to think or pretend to nap