mysteries

1. i promised you you are the best person ever and you are.
2. i love you. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. i wish you could be completely happy... i know it will never happen because you can't be.
3. you are amazing and i think of you as ...not necessarily my opposite, you are just everything i can't be.
4. i don't show enough appreciation for you. i can't, it's hard, but you do mean a lot to me, almost more than anyone. i would say you mean the world to me but nothing means the world to me. i'm sorry.
5. you are a terrible person, i think. but i still find so much comfort in you.
6. you scare me. you really do - not an intimidating sort of scare, but i get a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach being around you. i can't stand it and i can't stand you.
7. i don't know what you are to me, but i know it is a lot. we should be doomed but i never feel that we are... but you are so hard to crack.
8. you are adorable and wonderful and i'm scared to hurt you. i don't feel like i could hurt anyone but you and it scares me half to death.
9. you, you, you. there is something about you, you are wonderful but you are so dark and you are so intense, and your sense of humor is perfect but i can't even begin to decipher what on earth i could mean to you.
10. i wish i had gotten to know you more. you have always been two-dimensional to me, but even after two hours i realized really you are just the saddest boy in the whole world and you never said a word about it.