everything i never end up doing, or saying
i think the current times are set in stone and then nostalgia will pop out of nowhere (no looking forward, though. looking forward means being hopeful and we all know what that is like)
backwards is unsettling but comfortable. i know how it ends but sometimes forget how it all happened. so much.... and look where i am, nowhere really. good thing we can daydream pretend everything or nothing happens.
what i really mean is mostly everything sucks. i hate the word rut but a hole would be too deep
someone make music with me
shark tonight
