What do you do in your spare time?
nothing solid
i live on nothings
things that are floaty wispy transparent nothings, really, really
losing things i need (what does a person need, anyway, i am still breathing but it burns)
and people, a degree of dependence isn't all that bad
someone said i have brains, lost them too, if i had anything else i've forgotten it somewhere
sorry i am not a cut-out
and when i wish i were i know i shouldn't wish. i should revel in this
In what?
oh, i don't know... you know what i mean, right?
deeper than my muscles, things that happen behind my teeth behind my eyes
i miss you missing me sort of thing, feed my craving for... you know what i mean, you know what i mean right
Oh... No, I don't have any idea what you mean. Um, what is your favorite book? Movie?
more things that i love but you all force me to do
...Favorite band? Give me something solid to work with here. Something I can publish, something, anything.
oh, music, music, don't.
Okay. I give up.
pick me up i'm falling
